I'm freaking out! After a not so positive start getting a big fat FAIL in one of my assignments, I am hardly looking forward to receive yet more results later this week.
First day back... 3 assignments mentioned to me already and like I said, freaking out. Don't get me wrong this is what I want to do, and I have told myself that I will not in the next 2 years receive another fail.
Right, I need to pull myself together. How am I going to do that? Well, lets start with the basics - I have a new note pad, and I make a promise that I will fill it with notes, I will read those notes, and I might even type those notes up on one of my two days off a week that I get. It's ridiculous isn't it? I am at uni three out of five days and I am complaining about three things.
Tired, don't have any time, ill.
No more excuses. This is going to be something like a new year's resolution, but maybe I will categorize it as new semester resolution. We will see how that pans out in a months time.
So as of tomorrow, at 9am when I come in to start my lecture, I will think positive, I will make effort, and I will try my best.
I will be one of the student stood at my graduation with a smile on my face, I will be one to look back and read this and think, oh s**t... I wish I could be back there. I was always told that school was the best days of my life, I didn't believe it. Then I grew up and yes, mum and dad were right. Again.
Note to self for tomorrow; Don't forget note pad and pen. Be on time, Get up and IGNORE the temptation to touch the snooooooooooooze button on my alarm.
Snoozing my alarm will only result in further freaking out later down the line...
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