One day your feeling down, and it hits you that there was a moment in your past that you felt nothing but happiness. It's not like you to feel like this because everything seemed to be going just fine - then that one thing happens that flips your day upside down.
You just want to curl up in bed, eat all the calorific food in your cupboard and well, cry. Your not alone, there are countless times of the year you feel like this and the only way to solve it is to dig deep and find that time in your life where you felt happiest. You may be asking yourself why is it that a writer like me is feeling like this... I could sit here and write all day long, but the truth is that if your reading this the chances are your looking for your own solution. Maybe hearing mine might make you feel a little better, and it might point you in the right direction to finding your happiness.
I study, all day, every day. I am constantly questioning my own thoughts and feelings and the question why is always there. The one thing I can't question myself on is that one feeling that we always dread in our life. Love.
I have an amazing boyfriend, and what is soon to be an amazing career but there are days like today that I feel down. The way i deal with my unhappiness is to look back at my photo's on Facebook, and through my tweets to remind myself that life isn't so bad.
Arguments will always come your way, there will always be a brick wall along your path, big or small you will climb it. There is no stronger tool than your heart and you will find that this will guide you to do whats right.
It's been three years of what feels like a rocky path, but for every section i get past, there is always happiness for a little while. You would never be human if you didn't feel sad - but sadness is something you will overcome; not something you should fight.
So here I am, eating my sweets, my flat mates are on a trip to the shop to get me more... but you know what; this time I might just put them in the drawer for the next time I'm feeling like the whole world is against me.
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