The misconception of 'Him'

Have you ever met someone that you just completely clicked with? Rose had.  That's where it all began. 'Him' was always Rose's click from the word go. She fell for him, She needed him, and She was hurt by him. 

Rose was always second best, She always came after 'her' and for the first time in her life she was living to be the bit on the side. Rose couldn't put into words how small she felt on a daily basis, all she knew was that on the odd occasion she was put first, she felt warm inside, needed, and so happy. This was the feeling she held close to her heart.

She had formed a relationship with someone based on similarity, trust, loyalty, and personality, but after too many months of pain realised there was never any trust to begin with. 

The word 'cheat' is defined as a person behaving dishonestly to gain an advantage. There was no advantage to this for Rose, 'him' or 'her'

Rose had lied to so many people for so long about something eating her up inside. She covered his back, she looked out for him, and she always suffered in silence. She wanted nothing more than to tell the world how she felt and be honest with everyone after everything that was being said about her. 

Now, the need she felt, the warmth she felt and the hope she held on too has disappeared. She has been left on her own knowing that the other woman won. Deep down she knows that she only has herself to blame for being the one thing she was always told never to be. The bit on the side. 

Heartbreak: overwhelming distress 

To Rose, these two words don't even come close. 

The Easter Cupcake

The Recipe:

8oz Caster Sugar 

8oz Unsalted Butter

4 Eggs

2oz Coco Powder 

6oz Self Raising Flour 

2tsp Vinilla Extract 

For the butter icing;

1tbsp Pink Food Colouring 

250g Butter (Room Temp)

600g Icing Sugar

2 tbsp Whole Milk 

1tsp Vinilla Extract  

Decoration;

Bag of mini eggs 

Small bar of chocolate 

Homemade teats for Easter. 

So I got a bit bored on the weekend and I produced these beautiful treats :) This is the recipe I used for them, and it couldn't be easier! The cake recipe is a basic cake recipe that you can use to make plain cupcakes (Replace the coco powder for self raising) and also make a victoria sandwich. Here are your five simple steps to yummy yummy yummyness.

1: Set over to 180 degrees then beat the butter and sugar until it it light in colour and you can hold the bowl over you head and it not fall on your head.

2: Chuck in the rest if the ingredient and beat. fast.

3: Tablespoon of cake mix in each cup cake case. Put in the oven. Making butter cream while the cakes are in the oven.

4: Allow to cool on a cooling rack. Fill piping bag with your pink icing.

5: Pipe onto your cooled cakes, plage 2 or 3 mini eggs on each cupcake, grate chocolate for topping.

And finally eat :)

Layout and Visualisation

My most recent layout on InDesign 

This Valentines Day ...

Those three words... Where do I begin? 

I could start by telling you that for the past three and a half years, I have been with the most amazing person, who has changed my life. This Valentines, it's all going to be different. I don't want to bore you with my sob story, I want to make you feel better about the concept of Valentines Day.

It's a day filled with love, nobody says that it has to be with a partner - celebrate it with your friends and family, and look forward to the next year in hope. A lot of people look at Valentines day as a day to give up, give up on love and settle for being alone. The truth is, nobody really deserves to be alone, and I know, this is the worst thing you want to hear but... Your time will come. For now - appreciate being you, doing things for yourself, and having a head to think about whatever you please. When that day comes, where you have that someone special to be thinking of on Valentines Day, honestly... you'll wish you didn't have to. 

Reasons why...

1. You have to spend money on them.

2. If he or she is the right one for you - everyday should be Valentines day. 

3. It's pressure.

4. It's planning.

5. It's the time you realize that if it's a chore to think about the upcoming 14th February, then your better off spending it alone.

Don't be fooled by love, because you will only get hurt. So that question of where to begin is simple, begin this Valentines day. Begin hoping, begin your journey to finding the right person for you - when you find them, treat everyday like it's your Valentines.

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My High School Memories...

There is always good and bad in life.
No matter where you are, or what stage your at.

For me, memories through high school were rocky - although, I wouldn't change them for anything.

Through the making friends, arguments, work, difficulties, early mornings, and school photos... Made me who I am today.

It's not until you get to stages of your life where you meet new challenges that you appreciate the memories that have passed.

I have learnt to live every memory like its your last, and always remember.

Make of this what you will, but try and take some time to remember every emotion you had through school.

Whether they made you stronger, weaker, bigger or smaller - it will have had an impact on your life, and who you are.

Happy memories :)

Celeb Big Brother!

Claire Richards from Steps is looking gorgeous at the final task tonight.

As the housemates sit down for a three course meal, and gallons of wine, they come out with some home truths about friendship.

Some that Spidey will certainly not forget.

Live from the Celeb BB house, Claire is as red as...

Her lips are looking pretty perfect that's for sure!

Who knows what the final might bring?